Sunday, March 06, 2005

The lost!

Sometimes you feel the loneliest and you are!! I'm now in that situation!
Feeling deep in my heart the lack of loneliness in the universe! Floating freely without having to think about others!
I say others because it is a long time I have forgotten I! I do not exist anymore! It is a long time! Maybe since the time I realized my family, I realized the eyes of a woman holding arms of his blind spouse walking solitarily in the freezing weather of my hometown!
I have let myself feel freedom in its utmost, most of the time!
Now it is one of those in which I really miss my expectations.
He knows them all but lets me alone so that I enjoy more than expected. He and I have lots of things in common and a few differences which makes him much higher!
But he has and I don't. He knows and I don't. He sees and I don't.
I'm completely being ignored, exactly the way I desire!
This is my own decision!
I miss feeling, seeing, knowing, having, ability and I like it! Otherwise I had so many other things to do, to fulfill to care about to... to... and so many other tooooooooos.
I'm lucky that I am not in his place and that I don't have his abilities.
otherwise he would be in my place appealing and asking me to ....!!!

Execution coordination meeting No 6 !

In the evening an immediate execution coordination meeting was agreed to be held. It was 4:30 that Martin, Christian, Mr rad, Our site manager and I were present in client's office to discuss current issues of the project.