I'm here back in the island spending my time all in the office!
I'll come around very soon with new stuff.( who cares?!!!lol).
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Friday, March 11, 2005
Three words in response. Only!
It is so easy that we often do not bother ourselves to think about. Also we are surrounded by our owns rather than the others'. Isn't it so?
Lets think in general just for a few seconds.
1) Is mankind suffering ?
2) From what?
3) Solution?
Your thoughtful replies are appreciated deeply.
Lets think in general just for a few seconds.
1) Is mankind suffering ?
2) From what?
3) Solution?
Your thoughtful replies are appreciated deeply.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Free from everything!
O' my Lord!
Writing is just
For my own,
For the people who know me
Not for you and your awareness
You know me better than myself
O' my Lord!
I have stood like a candle
I have made myself ready to be burned to the end
And I do have one final desire, prayer
I beg you!
Just to let me be alone in this road
The only worry I have
Is harming beloved ones
And that is your power, knowledge
That can prevent this
I love the entire freedom!
Freedom to the max
And this is my big sin!!
Possible freedom in its max!
Leads to ...
Writing is just
For my own,
For the people who know me
Not for you and your awareness
You know me better than myself
O' my Lord!
I have stood like a candle
I have made myself ready to be burned to the end
And I do have one final desire, prayer
I beg you!
Just to let me be alone in this road
The only worry I have
Is harming beloved ones
And that is your power, knowledge
That can prevent this
I love the entire freedom!
Freedom to the max
And this is my big sin!!
Possible freedom in its max!
Leads to ...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
The lost!
Sometimes you feel the loneliest and you are!! I'm now in that situation!
Feeling deep in my heart the lack of loneliness in the universe! Floating freely without having to think about others!
I say others because it is a long time I have forgotten I! I do not exist anymore! It is a long time! Maybe since the time I realized my family, I realized the eyes of a woman holding arms of his blind spouse walking solitarily in the freezing weather of my hometown!
I have let myself feel freedom in its utmost, most of the time!
Now it is one of those in which I really miss my expectations.
He knows them all but lets me alone so that I enjoy more than expected. He and I have lots of things in common and a few differences which makes him much higher!
But he has and I don't. He knows and I don't. He sees and I don't.
I'm completely being ignored, exactly the way I desire!
This is my own decision!
I miss feeling, seeing, knowing, having, ability and I like it! Otherwise I had so many other things to do, to fulfill to care about to... to... and so many other tooooooooos.
I'm lucky that I am not in his place and that I don't have his abilities.
otherwise he would be in my place appealing and asking me to ....!!!
Feeling deep in my heart the lack of loneliness in the universe! Floating freely without having to think about others!
I say others because it is a long time I have forgotten I! I do not exist anymore! It is a long time! Maybe since the time I realized my family, I realized the eyes of a woman holding arms of his blind spouse walking solitarily in the freezing weather of my hometown!
I have let myself feel freedom in its utmost, most of the time!
Now it is one of those in which I really miss my expectations.
He knows them all but lets me alone so that I enjoy more than expected. He and I have lots of things in common and a few differences which makes him much higher!
But he has and I don't. He knows and I don't. He sees and I don't.
I'm completely being ignored, exactly the way I desire!
This is my own decision!
I miss feeling, seeing, knowing, having, ability and I like it! Otherwise I had so many other things to do, to fulfill to care about to... to... and so many other tooooooooos.
I'm lucky that I am not in his place and that I don't have his abilities.
otherwise he would be in my place appealing and asking me to ....!!!
Execution coordination meeting No 6 !
In the evening an immediate execution coordination meeting was agreed to be held. It was 4:30 that Martin, Christian, Mr rad, Our site manager and I were present in client's office to discuss current issues of the project.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Blissful bombardment!!!
Early this morning...
"I was in a kindergarten looking for a job opportunity to teach the kids and I was thinking about my deep interest in teaching and how to tell them about this.
There was then a big food table and it seemed that everyone is going to eat food. But they had to pray before starting to eat. And I was among them. I was passing by in front of the prayers to join them that I saw the man in front is putting a piece of food into his mouth, I thought he may be ill and can not fast. At the same time I could see Mahsa alone in a room. It seemed that she was not safe there!!But Mahsa had to sleep in there!! I was worried about this, and then the big shock came. I wonder if it was my own decision or a gracious voice from outside... (Taking care of Mahsa is much important than praying!!!) ".
I got up hastily and opened my eyes... I could say nothing but remembering my morning dream... went to bath and got ready to come to the office .... It was raining outside...
"I was in a kindergarten looking for a job opportunity to teach the kids and I was thinking about my deep interest in teaching and how to tell them about this.
There was then a big food table and it seemed that everyone is going to eat food. But they had to pray before starting to eat. And I was among them. I was passing by in front of the prayers to join them that I saw the man in front is putting a piece of food into his mouth, I thought he may be ill and can not fast. At the same time I could see Mahsa alone in a room. It seemed that she was not safe there!!But Mahsa had to sleep in there!! I was worried about this, and then the big shock came. I wonder if it was my own decision or a gracious voice from outside... (Taking care of Mahsa is much important than praying!!!) ".
I got up hastily and opened my eyes... I could say nothing but remembering my morning dream... went to bath and got ready to come to the office .... It was raining outside...
Friday, March 04, 2005
www.floweroftheeast.com
The project
A 2 billion euros residential project consisting of a 7 stars Hotel named Flower of the East Hotel and marina, deluxe villas, apartments, golf club, shopping centers and other facilities.
The project is located in northeast of Kish Island, Persian Gulf.
After preliminary steps were taken such as surveying works and production of drawings, the first stage of execution works started in February 2004 by installing several machineries in order to produce pre cast concrete elements for an 8000 meter compound wall around the whole area which was approximately 238 hectares.
Client
The client is Flower of the East development company in Kish and Flower of the East projekt-GmbH in Duisborg – Germany.
Mr. Khodayar Alambeigi leads the group of investors. He is managing the Hansa chemie in Duisborg as well.
Project management
Drees & Sommer International with offices in Koln and Dubai manages the project. Key men are Mr. Jatzke in Germany, Mr. Stephan Konzelmznn in Dubai.
Engineer
Thalen consult GmbH of Neuenburg has got the responsibility of production of drawings for compound wall and supervision tasks. Mr. Martin Oltmanns from Thalen has been installed in the Island as site supervisor since April 2004.
Contractor
Hampa Engineering Corp. which is an Iranian company was appointed as contractor for construction works of compound wall in January 2004.
I have been working for Hampa since 27th April 2004 as point of contact and deputy site manager.
A 2 billion euros residential project consisting of a 7 stars Hotel named Flower of the East Hotel and marina, deluxe villas, apartments, golf club, shopping centers and other facilities.
The project is located in northeast of Kish Island, Persian Gulf.
After preliminary steps were taken such as surveying works and production of drawings, the first stage of execution works started in February 2004 by installing several machineries in order to produce pre cast concrete elements for an 8000 meter compound wall around the whole area which was approximately 238 hectares.
Client
The client is Flower of the East development company in Kish and Flower of the East projekt-GmbH in Duisborg – Germany.
Mr. Khodayar Alambeigi leads the group of investors. He is managing the Hansa chemie in Duisborg as well.
Project management
Drees & Sommer International with offices in Koln and Dubai manages the project. Key men are Mr. Jatzke in Germany, Mr. Stephan Konzelmznn in Dubai.
Engineer
Thalen consult GmbH of Neuenburg has got the responsibility of production of drawings for compound wall and supervision tasks. Mr. Martin Oltmanns from Thalen has been installed in the Island as site supervisor since April 2004.
Contractor
Hampa Engineering Corp. which is an Iranian company was appointed as contractor for construction works of compound wall in January 2004.
I have been working for Hampa since 27th April 2004 as point of contact and deputy site manager.
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Busy days
It is just afew days to norooz, the most important persian holidays for beginning a new year and spring on 21st March.
Several issues have made me busy thinking about.
The family's affection of my marriage problem,
The project's weird situation in the Island,
and my personal feelings and desires which are showing up again recently.
Several issues have made me busy thinking about.
The family's affection of my marriage problem,
The project's weird situation in the Island,
and my personal feelings and desires which are showing up again recently.
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