شروعی دیگر؟

مدتهاست از دغدغه اصلی دل خود غافل مانده ام ، م
غفلتی که حاصل مصلحت اندیشی در باره موضوعاتی است که اگر نه همه، اغلب تحمیل شرایط برونی اند و از کنترل من خارج. م

دگرگونی دیگری می باید ، تا بعد!! م

با تو

گر به همه عمر خویش

با تو برآرم دمی

حاصل عمر آن دم است

باقی ایام رفت . م

تو را هماره سپاس

بالاخره بعد از مدتها فرصتی و فراغی هر چند اندک یافتم تا بنویسم. م

استخاره 28 آوریل، دیشب و امروز تعبیر شد و چه تعبیر شدنی !! م
پروردگارا و ای صاحب هر چه هست ، م
تو را سپاس می گویم و به کردار خویش به انتظار می نشینم. م

تو را سپاس بی کران باد و مرا گوشه چشمی ز سوی تو. م

"The Man"

First storey :
You are born,
grow up,
make love,
build a happy family,
you try to enjoy your life as much as possible,
also you try to satisfy yourself,
years pass
you die!

Second storey :
You are born,
grow up,
try to think about the world,
much you think , less you discover!
you lead an stressful life , along with your family!
You think more and more down to the core!!
you get nothing!
you pass away!

Third storey :
You are born,
grow up,
you try your best to lead a righteous life as per your religious beliefs
you try to be happy but you can not!
you think about the universe and "God"
much you think , less you get to a result.
"God" helps you,
and gives you the opportunity
you come to know yourself
much you know yourself , much you come to know"God"
You lead a happy life along with your family,
you are satisfied a lot,
you pass away!

Fourth storey :
You are born in third storey!
you realize your body as the biggest obstacle in the way of your soul!
you have to live for your family and all the others,
you don't enjoy your life but you are satisfied with results,
you try your best for happiness of the others,
before death comes to you,
you go forward to death!


.....? storey :
... you are born in 7,657,590,125th storey
you are writing an endless story!!
you lead a ...

! مسئله این است

بنام او که آفرید و زندگی بخشید. م

بنام او که عقل و فکر داد و نیز با اینهمه هدایت کرد. م
بنام او که همه اوست و جز او هیچ نیست. م
بنام او که بشر را به صورت خویش آفرید و از این نکته آگاهش کرد. م
بنام او که شنوا بینا دانا عادل و مقتدر و تواناست و بشر را از همه اینها آگاه ساخت. م
بنام او که بشر را راه نمود و آنگاه به نظاره اش ایستاد. م
بنام او که هر روز در کار آفرینش است. م
بنام او که نظم را و جهان را آفرید. م
بنام او که خود را برای خاص و عام نمود و هیچ کم نگذاشت جز .... م
تمناهای دل ربانی که بشر را در حسرتی ابدی حیران و مأیوس از نیل بدانها سرگردان بیابانهای مخوفش گردانید. م
دل ربانی چه میجوید و نمی یابد؟
دل ربانی تمنای چه دارد و دست بدان نمی یازد؟
اینجاست که آن دل که قدمی از این نیز فراتر رفته است می سراید: م

سالها دل طلب جام جم از ما میکرد

وآنچه خود داشت ز بیگانه تمنا می کرد

آن چیست که دل ربانی دارد و نمی داند؟
آن چیست که حسرت داشتنش چنان دل های ربانی را سوخته است که بسیار از این دل ها نیستی خود را هستی خود پنداشته اند و رخت بر بستانیده اند؟
آن چیست که احساس فقدانش قرنها دلها را آزرده است حال آنکه فقدان نه آن که نبود دریافت بودنش بوده که هزاران سال بشر دردمند متفکر را در دردی ابدی افکنده است. م

شاید چنین دردی دوا نشدنش به باشد. چرا که با قدمی به پیش دردمندانه در می یابد که : م

حجاب چهره جان میشود غبار تنم

خوشا دمی که از آن چهره پرده برفکنم

امسال دیگه فکر نکنم به این راحتی بشود قلیان کشید

Kish 2004

One year passed!

Today it's exactly 1 year from the date I started to work in this project. There has happened so many things during the past, within this project. I hope and wish to have enough time to write more about it.

Power!

The protections for anyone do exist and the power of mankind is deriven from this source mainly. It can be financial, political position or even religious beliefs.
The most powerful protection and support gifts the biggest power to the receiver.
What's your power source?
Where does the best possible support come from?

The project - 1

The Project
"Flower of the East" is only one of several major tourist & leisure projects on the way in Kish Island - Persian Gulf. This project is led by Iranian business man "Khodayar Alambeigi" along with a team of investors. Two pieces of land in northeastern edge of Island in an area of about 220 hectares is going to be furnished by super luxury hotels, villas, apartments, 27- hole Golf club and marina as well as shopping malls and green area.
Flower of the East hotel which is designed to carry standards of a seven star hotel, is the focal part of this gigantic foreign investment project. Related studies are due to finalization and execution is planned for a close kick off ceremony.
Hampa engineering corp. has already signed the contract for a minor sub- project to erect a prefabricated concrete wall around the mentioned two parts of the project defined as: Golf club and urban area.

My position
I'm working for Hampa as a contact person and also I have the responsibility for PKM (project communication management) and all related tasks.
I have also got the position "deputy site manager" in respect to my 10-year experiences both in project management and site execution works.
Hampa's contract was signed on 12th January 2004 and execution started in March 2004. I am installed in Kish since 29th April 2004.

Project participants

Project owner:
Flower of the East Kish development Co. established in Kish Island
Flower of the East projektgesellschaft mbH established in Duisborg

Project management:
Drees & Sommer International from Köln Germany along with a professinal team of experts in Dubai office.

Planning consultants:
Thalen Consult -From Neuenburg Germany

انسان

اتفاق غریبی است غربت جان پاک

حیرت و سرگشتگی آمیخته به نوعی قدرت و استیصال! با آرامشی مرموز.م
آنچه آشکارتر از هر روشنی دیگر است نیاز انسان است به خویش و نیز آنچه بیرون از خویش است و به تبع آن آرزو – تلاش - فکر و دعا.م
آرزو : پرواز و غور اندیشه در هر آنچه ذهن بدان می تواند که بیندیشد.م
. تلاش : سلسله اعمالی که در راس آن آرزوهایند و در ذیل آن خواسته ها و برآوردن آنها
تفکر : فرآیندی است برای طبقه بندی آرزوها و قرار دادن آنها در اولویت تلاش و البته عامل اصلی و کارخانه تولید آرزو.م

دعا : حالتی است برای درخواست آنچه فراتر از حیطه دسترسی تلاش است.م

جواب تمام سوالات بشر دیر زمانی نپاید که حاصل شود الا " غربت " ،"حیرت " و در نهایت خود او.م

آنانکه نا بخردانه دین را و خدا را انکار میکنند از بدیهی ترین شالوده های زندگی انسان غافل بوده و هستند و راه به جایی نبرده و نخواهند برد . چهار کلید اصولی در زندگی بشر - چنانکه پیشتر آمد - به جز رکن آخر آن در سخنان و استدلالات آزادگان و منصفان اندیشمند یکسان و همسان با زایش های تفکر دینی است و عنصر دعا در زندگی انسان دینی افزون بر سایر ارکان است و سرچشمه رازهایی است که بی دینان از آن بی بهره اند . من آب حیات انسان را در دعا یافته ام . آبی زلال که زاینده جاودانگی است . پس انسان با ایمان نه تنها پایه های زندگی را چنان که دانشمندان و اندیشمندان بی غرض تمام دوران یافته اند باور دارد و در آنها می کوشد حتی رکن اضافه ای نیز در آستین دارد که زمانی نه چندان دور به مثابه شاه کلیدی درهای ناگشودنی امروز را بدان خواهد گشود . م

Just a glance - 1

It has happened to each of us at least once that the ideas, knowledge and lifestyle of the past generations has seemed funny and not acceptable. This has been raised by information the present knowledge and scientific progresses gift us!
Let's not be the most knowing - which can not be the case at present - but at least do behave and act in a way to prevent the same procedure by coming generations being reflected to ourselves.
...


What's your idea?

پای استدلالیان چوبین بود

نمی دونم چرا وقتی استدلالات و براهین و از این دست نوشته ها رو می خونم خنده ام میگیره! م

خب مسلما"من خودمو از اون دسـت آدمای خرافی و خشک مغزی که تاب تحمل نظرات مخالف یا غیر قابل پذیرش ( از نظر خودشونو) ندارن نمی دونم ولی" برخی نوشته های به ظاهر تحلیلی و عالمانه از فرط خود اندیشمند پنداری و با پشتوانه اندکی از علم و قدرت تحلیل پا را در هر وادی تخصصی می نهند بی آنکه اندکی و فقط اندکی افق دید خود را فراتر از آنچه که هست برند". همین

مطلبی رو میخوندم که اهل غار - در سالهای بسیار گذشته - را محترمانه به سخره گرفته و در استدلال خویش کسانی را با آنها مقایسه کرده بود. جالب بود . تنها چیزی که میتونم بگم - محض لحظه ای تفکر این است :م

ما خویش غارنشینانی بل بدتر از اجدادمان خواهیم بود در نظر نسلهایی که نه صدها بلکه فقط دهها سال بعد از ما خواهند زیست. به آنچه مغز کوچک و کم ظرفیتمان می پندارد ننازیم و اندکی فراتر بیندیشیم . زمان زیادی نخواهد گذشت که حقایق بسیاری آشکار خواهد شد که " بی حوصله گی جهل و گمراهی می زاید ". م

Crazy Men!!

"Avecinet" who was an Iranian genius in medical sciences and also philosophy, hundreds of years ago, has a famous statement :
My knowledge has reached to a point that I've realized that I know "nothing!!".

It's almost a long time that I have had no intention to write, in the other hand I was not sitting doing nothing because I hate wasting the most precious thing for the mankind entirely.

I was busy reading and thinking about what I read. Amazing and somehow depressing part is that some people think that they crystal clear know the answer for the questions of mankind.

Questions which remains without any answer to clarify the point so that not all but at least the intelligent knowing aware people may come to a common, doubtless point and reach a common agreement on the facts and phenomena's mankind is dealing with in his daily life!

It's not passing long since the time our ancestors were living in caves and putting up fires to protect themselves from the wild animals! They would never think or even have a picture of their grand grandchildren way of living, thinking, social life style and progresses in industry to make living much more pleasant. It is our turn now! Who knows about the lights which will enlighten the sky of minds and life styles only 200 years from now?!!
Some brains are considered to be exploding right away! believe me!
Owners of such thoughtful minds are in a deep self-accepted mode that they are sure of what they think.
I'll be back soon with some cases in this regard.

Please be kind to write me about your idea and possible cases you have been faced.

Back again !!

I'm here back in the island spending my time all in the office!
I'll come around very soon with new stuff.( who cares?!!!lol).

Decision

My all,
I picked you instead of myself,
You please pick my mom instead of me!

Three words in response. Only!

It is so easy that we often do not bother ourselves to think about. Also we are surrounded by our owns rather than the others'. Isn't it so?
Lets think in general just for a few seconds.

1) Is mankind suffering ?

2) From what?

3) Solution?

Your thoughtful replies are appreciated deeply.

Free from everything!

O' my Lord!
Writing is just
For my own,
For the people who know me
Not for you and your awareness
You know me better than myself

O' my Lord!
I have stood like a candle
I have made myself ready to be burned to the end
And I do have one final desire, prayer
I beg you!
Just to let me be alone in this road
The only worry I have
Is harming beloved ones
And that is your power, knowledge
That can prevent this

I love the entire freedom!
Freedom to the max
And this is my big sin!!

Possible freedom in its max!
Leads to ...

The lost!

Sometimes you feel the loneliest and you are!! I'm now in that situation!
Feeling deep in my heart the lack of loneliness in the universe! Floating freely without having to think about others!
I say others because it is a long time I have forgotten I! I do not exist anymore! It is a long time! Maybe since the time I realized my family, I realized the eyes of a woman holding arms of his blind spouse walking solitarily in the freezing weather of my hometown!
I have let myself feel freedom in its utmost, most of the time!
Now it is one of those in which I really miss my expectations.
He knows them all but lets me alone so that I enjoy more than expected. He and I have lots of things in common and a few differences which makes him much higher!
But he has and I don't. He knows and I don't. He sees and I don't.
I'm completely being ignored, exactly the way I desire!
This is my own decision!
I miss feeling, seeing, knowing, having, ability and I like it! Otherwise I had so many other things to do, to fulfill to care about to... to... and so many other tooooooooos.
I'm lucky that I am not in his place and that I don't have his abilities.
otherwise he would be in my place appealing and asking me to ....!!!

Execution coordination meeting No 6 !

In the evening an immediate execution coordination meeting was agreed to be held. It was 4:30 that Martin, Christian, Mr rad, Our site manager and I were present in client's office to discuss current issues of the project.

Blissful bombardment!!!

Early this morning...

"I was in a kindergarten looking for a job opportunity to teach the kids and I was thinking about my deep interest in teaching and how to tell them about this.
There was then a big food table and it seemed that everyone is going to eat food. But they had to pray before starting to eat. And I was among them. I was passing by in front of the prayers to join them that I saw the man in front is putting a piece of food into his mouth, I thought he may be ill and can not fast. At the same time I could see Mahsa alone in a room. It seemed that she was not safe there!!But Mahsa had to sleep in there!! I was worried about this, and then the big shock came. I wonder if it was my own decision or a gracious voice from outside... (Taking care of Mahsa is much important than praying!!!) ".

I got up hastily and opened my eyes... I could say nothing but remembering my morning dream... went to bath and got ready to come to the office .... It was raining outside...

alireza kumari - 2002 

www.floweroftheeast.com

The project
A 2 billion euros residential project consisting of a 7 stars Hotel named Flower of the East Hotel and marina, deluxe villas, apartments, golf club, shopping centers and other facilities.
The project is located in northeast of Kish Island, Persian Gulf.

After preliminary steps were taken such as surveying works and production of drawings, the first stage of execution works started in February 2004 by installing several machineries in order to produce pre cast concrete elements for an 8000 meter compound wall around the whole area which was approximately 238 hectares.

Client
The client is Flower of the East development company in Kish and Flower of the East projekt-GmbH in Duisborg – Germany.
Mr. Khodayar Alambeigi leads the group of investors. He is managing the Hansa chemie in Duisborg as well.

Project management
Drees & Sommer International with offices in Koln and Dubai manages the project. Key men are Mr. Jatzke in Germany, Mr. Stephan Konzelmznn in Dubai.


Engineer
Thalen consult GmbH of Neuenburg has got the responsibility of production of drawings for compound wall and supervision tasks. Mr. Martin Oltmanns from Thalen has been installed in the Island as site supervisor since April 2004.

Contractor
Hampa Engineering Corp. which is an Iranian company was appointed as contractor for construction works of compound wall in January 2004.
I have been working for Hampa since 27th April 2004 as point of contact and deputy site manager.

Busy days

It is just afew days to norooz, the most important persian holidays for beginning a new year and spring on 21st March.
Several issues have made me busy thinking about.
The family's affection of my marriage problem,
The project's weird situation in the Island,
and my personal feelings and desires which are showing up again recently.

appeal

Beyond minute!
dashing particles appeared in a mass!
**
In need indeed!
hardly any
consequently
made out that need.

They all plead.
**

باز هم دعا

از وقتی برگشته ام خواب حرامم شده ومانند گنگی خسته و بیروح منتظرم ببینم که چه پیش خواهد آمد. شب ها تفریح غالبم تماشای تلویزیون است و اگرپا بدهد خواندن رمانی و روزنامکی. دیشب ٣ بعد از نصف شب بزور خوابم برد. فشار خونم و فشار جونم هر دو غیر طبیعی بودند و نهایتا" درحالی که سعی میکردم خودم را تسکین دهم بالاخره خوابم برد.م
آنچه گمگشته خود میبینم و بواقع با تمام ذرات وجودم می یابمش، معرفت و حکمتی است درخور، که می بایستی می بود و( فعلا") نیست !م
آن که به دردی دچار میشود سراغ درمان همان درد را میگیرد وازاندیشهٔ رنجی که مدتی پس از آن و درصف متوالی مصائبی که سلسله وار بشر را مبتلا میسازند، غافل میماند و چون بلا درمی رسد دوباره در اندیشهٔ چاره ای دیگر و بازهمان ... .م

یک لحظه خواستم جمله ای بنویسم که مطلع و اصل مطلبش با "کاشکی" بود . پاک کردم ؛ که "کاش" در مرام من شرک است.م
جهان در احسن حال خود است و ما از آن حُسن فاصله میگیریم و چنین است که به " دعا " چنگ میزنیم و فقط می خواهیم . چرا که تنها چیزی که بشر می تواند بدان در سر حد کمال نهایی دست یابد و بخود ببالد خواستن است و البته کم چیزی نیست ! و میتواند راه رستگاری را چنان هموارکند که انسان را در بهت و حیرت فرو برد .م
خواستن مرامی است بی اشتباه و بی خلل . مگر آنگاه که بی حکمت و شناخت بدان توسل شود که فتنه ها می انگیزد و یأس های خانمان سوز.م
یکی از زیباترین نعمت های هدیه شده از سوی رکن دوم هدایت نوین بشری به تمام بشریت فرهنگ دعا ست. سرچشمه آن دردعاهای آدم ابوالبشراست و از نقطه عطف آن در نیایشهای موسی و مسیح و پیامبر اسلام و ائمه به طرز حیرت انگیزی به سوی موعود آخرالزمان اوج میگیرد.م
دعا و خواستن با پیشرفت علم و افزایش آگاهی با پیرایه هایی که پیرامون هسته تغییر ناپذیر و ثابت خود می بندد زیباتر و دلنشین تر میگردد و زمینه بکری است برای پروراندن درست اندیشه ها و آب حیاتی در کوزه تک تک ما که از آن سخت غافلیم : نیاز ها و دردهای ما به دعاهایمان و دعاهامان به حکمت و معرفتمان گرهی سخت میخورند و کلیدی بدست میدهند که هرقفل ناگشودنی بدان باز می شود.م

Cherished loneliness!

eye, heart, wish and adore,
failing ones! fading ones!!
all really disobey,

closing the eyes,
breaking the hearts!!
disregarding wish and adore!!

in a great surrender and obey!!
*
an enormous desire,
is left unanswered today!!
*
solitude,
we deserved,
and we were,
kept away!!!

Prayer - 2

O' My Lord
You are surely;
All knowing, aware,
So merciful that
for everyone you care,

O' My Lord
You yourelf please compare,
Shall I not ask you something rare?
Something which has the highest fare?

Yeah, You are probably aware of my being bare!
Here is my wish, desire and pray;
Clothe me totally with whom you know is my definite pair!

Prayer - 1

You definitely know me in a way
which is the best possible.

O my Lord,
my praiseworthy creator,
with me and by me
is the all least performances!

As everything with and by you is,
I pray and ask for your all "the best possibles!"

Kish Island - Paradise2 

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آدمیات - 1

دیشب باران زده و امروز صبح هوای جزیره به هوای بهشت میماند. باد ملایم و دریای آبی آبی و آسمان رمزآلود. البته هواشناسی گفته بود که از سه شنبه هوا بارانی خواهد بود. مناظر بدیع جزیره و مخصوصا" مقابل دفتر ما که از بهترین قسمتهای ساحلی هست هر بیننده ای رو مات و مبهوت و مقهور خودش می کند." اگر چشمان ما و حواس ما قادر به درک زیبایی ها نیستند و عاملی لازم است که پرده ها را کنار بزند و غبارها را بزداید که ما هر چند برای لحظاتی اندک قادر به درک آنها باشیم تقصیر زیبایی ها نیست . و آن کس که با پالایش درون و برون خویش چنان لحظه ها را به ساعت و گاه روز بدل گردانیده مجنون و منحرف و بیچاره نیست . همچو ذات اصیل آدمی عاشق و عارف است . آدم است .م

Strange story

It's a strange story,
the story of the man,
in relation to the others,
passion has become an interference,
rather than a positive preference!

the walls surrounding the minds,
the borders drawn by others,
the minds of,
the borders by,
the problem,
which man should solve!

"man does love!"

the more strange story,
the story of the man,
in relation to God,
"Creator, Initiator, Gracious, Aware"

foggy , dusty , uneven path,
the man believes,
the man prays,
the man is fully engaged,
there is an empty place,
for the one who bridges!
the wide gap in between.

"man does love!"

the most strange story!
the communication between,
beloved seen,
and
beloved believed.

Dialog

I can't bear the situation!
This really breaks me down into pieces!!

This is not what I had asked you for!
A really unacceptable case.

HEY - YOU
STOP !
NOW YOU !!
YOU THE TINIEST!
YOU THE MOST WEAK!
YOU ARE ASKED FOR A SMALLEST POSSIBLE!

Night

They passed by
paying no attention to me!

I was almost shouting:

" Get out of my house!!
Leave!
I deeply believe in my God's recitings, verses, lyrics, path and travelling."

Professor Ali Muhammad Sharif - 1

It was in the final stage of Quranic competitions - English translation of Holy Quran - that I first met him.
Arak Azad University- 27 December1993

He looked like a messenger from heaven for me. His face, appearance, calmness, peace and mainly the way he was speaking and reciting verses from holy Quran influenced almost every body in the session.

I nearly forgot the competition and didn't care about it any more. I thought this is a turning point in my life and didn't care if I can get more points to be among the first three, recieving prizes. Tears were coming and I couldn't help.

He could speak in more than 14 languages and had studied in Iraq , Lebanon and Egypt and was an expert in Quranic sciences and other religions.

The competition finished and I went to him. I asked a few questions and he answered them with patience.I thought I had found the teacher I was looking for a long time.
Talking to him and getting guidance and lessons from him could really change my life and forward me as much as I even couldn't believe before.

He was Professor Ali Muhammad Sharif and leaving me in the deepest sorrow and everlasting sadness, departed this life 2 weeks later.(God bless him)

I will write more about him shortly.

12 January 2005 - Kish

شهد رویا

اومدن از جلوم رد شدن

یکی یکی

و با نگاه هایی که

رو قلبم بدجوری فشار اومد

مادر پدر

چرا اونا منو تحویل نمی گیرن ؟چرا؟

از خونه من برن بیرون

من به دیکلمه - سرود - راه و مسافرت خدای خودم ایمان دارم

Marjan beach - Heavy annual rainfall 

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یک دنیا تمنا

سلام

بازم دلم هواتو کرد. آخه میدونی ؟

. هر چی میخوام بنویسم جمله بعدیش زودتر میاد تو ذهنم

. رد پای آشکار خواستن - نیاز - تمنا - دعا و الخ

The footprints of related words from the "Desire" and "need" category can be found in almost
all sentences and spoken languages all over the world. For all living creatures this "needing" is a fact and sometimes really harms them.The advantage for human being in this regard is a higher level of communication with the originator in comparison to others.And this acts as a key to success if been faced in the right way. "NeeD" if this is really and deeply understood , then the gateways will all be leading the humanity to the happiness.
An infant is crying and mum is not away.

این همانست که با تدبیر و توانایی تحلیل در هر کس کلیدی بدست میدهد که با آن ناگشودنی ها را برویش باز میکند. کافیست عمیقا" وعالما" به نیاز خود واقف شویم و سپس با منبع فیض ارتباط برقرار کنیم. یک مثال

طفل می گرید و مادر مهربانش شیرش میدهد

پارادوکس

نیازوخواهش : نقطه ضعف یا قوت ؟

فقر یا ثروت و سرمایه ؟

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دلتنگی ها - 1

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سلام

با سلام و امید
امید به نگاه آشنای بی نیاز

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